HELLLLLLO
It's Victoria.
 

So, this is going to be a serious set. Sorry I will post another set too, I just feel like this needs to be talked about. Today has been a hard day for me and I won't explain why because it's personal but I wanted to share my story with you guys.
 
FYI this isn't suppose to be a pity or sob story ok. I don't want attention, I want to help someone.
 
So...
 
Were do I start.
Well I was born into a family of 4. There was my dad, my mom, my brother, and sister.
Apparently I was a "miracle" because my parents were trying to have another kid but they couldn’t and when my mom found out she was pregnant with me it was a "miracle".
But sadly, when I was four she passed away from a heart attack.
I was too young to remember her, but I still do have memories about her.
Let’s fast-forward to 1st grade. I can say I am not skinny. I have always had difficulties with my weight. I remember being bullied from 1st-5th about my weight. I remember laying in my bed crying about it. I also remember waking up one morning and looked in the mirror and thought I was skinny. So in my little brain I was like “Maybe if I don't eat today I'll stay like this". I ate lunch that day and got so mad at my self.
 
Also I had bad depression when I was younger. I would stay up all night thinking. Just thinking how I was a waste of oxygen. How I wasn't doing anything with my life. I was like 6 or 7. I remember being really sad for a long period of time for no reason.
 
I was better for awhile in 6th grade then, in the beginning of the 3rd trimester, I moved. My depression got really bad. Even though I moved like an hour away it was hard for me. I was leaving the house I grew up in. I was thinking about self-harm, suicide, and over all I was just a mess. I was scratching myself and I was crying every night. I also didn’t eat very much because of my depression. I talked to my sister and she helped me through it.
 
So, 7th grade was an awesome year! But it was a horrible year at home. My father and I had moved in with his girlfriend. She was nice and she has a daughter and she is nice also. Later into that year I found out my dad’s girlfriend was an alcoholic. I didn’t really understand what an alcoholic was until that year. She and I would always argue when she was drunk and she would say some nasty things back at me. But don’t get me wrong she is a wonderful lady when she is not drunk. But those words she said to me are stuck with me now forever. I understand she didn’t mean them because she was drunk but it still hurt.
 
She is now better, which is good. She has been sober for about 4 months now.
 
Here comes 8th grade. Where to start? Well this was the year that I made my anti-bullying club! Everything was going well until mid October. My depression started rolling in again, this time harder than ever. I was trying so hard to beat it. I hated myself. I honestly did. I just wanted to sleep all day and not do anything. Those words the bullies and my dad’s girlfriend said to me were on a tape that was on repeat. I was pushing everyone away. As soon as I got home from school I would just stay in my room until dinner then go back to my room. I started having thoughts of self-harm again. Then in the beginning of November I self-harmed. I knew it was wrong, that I shouldn’t be feeling like this, as soon as I did it. I told my parents about 4 days after.
 
I am seeing a therapist now. I have been 5 months clean. It has been 5 HARD months. Also, don’t think I just self-harmed once. It was very difficult time for me.
 
What I am trying to tell you is…you may be going through a difficult time but you can get through it. I am still battling these feelings but I am making it through. There were so many times I could have given up but I didn’t and you shouldn’t either. Also, that it is ok to ask for help! No one will judge you! We all want the best for you!
 
There is also one thing I want to tell you guys: Stay Strong & Carry On. I want this tattooed on my wrists.
 
If you guys ever need to talk I am here for you. I will listen, okay?
Remember you can get through anything!
 
I love you all!
 
~Victoria~

Other accounts:
Polyvore: @victoria93321
@outofthisworld-tips
 
tumblr: mysteriousseal.tumblr.com
this-is-my-story5.tumblr.com
we-are-like-a-rubik-cube.tumblr.com
yo-kool-cat.tumblr.com
 
Twitter: https://twitter.com/mysteriousseal9

Hey guys!
So I feel like I have a lot of accounts!!
Here they are!!
Polyvore: @victoria93321
@outofthisworld-tips
tumblr: mysteriousseal.tumblr.com
this-is-my-story5.tumblr.com
we-are-like-a-rubik-cube.tumblr.com
http://yo-kool-cat.tumblr.com
Twitter: https://twitter.com/mysteriousseal9
 
Those are the accounts I use the most!!
 
Well I hope you guys check them out!!
 
I hope you guys have a fabulous weekend!!
 
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

yup.
I really want to go to coachella!!
 
Accounts:
@outofthisworld-tips
mysteriousseal.tumblr.com
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Lightweight // Demi Lovato
 
Everyone should watch this video!!! \/\/\/\/\/\/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=trueview-instream&v=XpaOjMXyJGk
 
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@outofthisworld-tips
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Give Me Love // Ed Sheeran
 
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Yosemite National Park
Sorry if its really sad!!
 
As I sit down in the Yosemite cafeteria everyone looks on edge. I sit down and start eating my bowl of cereal. All the adults are in a huddle, they all look terrified. My phone starts going off, it's my mom.
 
"Hello?"
"Sweetie?! Emily are you there?!"
"Yes mom! Are you ok?!" The call is really in and out.
"Emily, get somewhere safe! Get food and water!!"
"Mom what are you talking about?"
"Emily, your father and I love you remember that!"
"MOM?!"
"I love you."
I hear my father scream then the call goes dead.
The adults stand in front and make an announcement.
" Everyone please listen. We won't be heading home tonight. Please get all your stuff out of your cabins and meet here in a half hour."
 
I go to my cabin and get my stuff. As I head back towards the cafeteria I hear screams. I drop my stuff and run to the cafeteria.
 
What I see is unbelievable.
I see my friend Jane and someone is biting off her arm. I then see a man comes over with a bat and hit the "human" ,that was biting her arm, in the head.
 
"We're to late." he says.
"Late for what?" I ask.
"I don't know but people are dying left and right from these things."
 
The beautiful park that was suppose to be safe was being invaded by...by...I don't even know.
 
"We need to lock this place down." he says heading to the door.
"Wait! What about the other people?"
"I'm sorry."
"No! We can just leave them out there!"
 
Then a group of those things walk in.
 
"Crap." he says. "We need to go now!"
 
We start heading towards this trial.
 
"We need to get to the top of this mountain before nightfall." he says.
"What about everyone else?"
"They are on there own."
 
We start heading up the mountain. This beautiful place has turned into a cemetery.
 

 
To be continued...
 
Sorry if its really sad!!
 
Here is the playlist I think of when I think of Yosemite without the story.
 
Ready To Go ~ Panic! At The Disco
Somewhere Only We Know ~ Keane
Carry On ~ FUN
 

Ok.....bye!

Name: Victoria

Age: 14

Short Bio of yourself: I am from the US. I was raised in a family of 5, but twists and turns happened and then my family was only made up of 4. I would say I had to grow up faster then most kids my age. I sometimes think it is a cruse but sometimes a blessing. I also had to deal with my share of insecurities and bullying, yes that did break me but also taught me to get back up on my feet and live life how I want to live it. I feel these moments in life made me stronger. I love music, tumblr, and acting. Also I can’t forget one of my biggest passions, writing!
 
Your idea of a Perfect adventure: A perfect adventure to me would be heart racing. Never knowing what to expect! Running through a forest or running though a city! An abandon urban area where you have to look supplies and you have to find clues. But I also feel ever adventure should have a little danger.

What interest you in this group: This group sounds wonderful! I love how creative it is! It is really unique! I also have never been apart of a challenge group before so I am excited!

Will you be the 'Ultimate Adventurer': I hope so! :D

Tag three (or more) polyvore members who might be interested:
@heyitzmina
@aceliaxoxo
@sparksstreampro
 
Group link: http://www.polyvore.com/adventurers_polyvore/group.show?id=159743

I know it is late but here are things I want to complete before the end of the year!
 
100 Things I Want To Do This Year

1. To get over my fear of roller coasters {✔}
2. Raise money to buy my first Canon Camera { }
3. Start a YouTube channel { }
4. Read more { }
5. To stay in L.A. for a month or a long period of time { }
6. To expand my music taste { }
7. Travel more { }
8. Write a book that I love to death { }
9. To not give a rat tooth of what people think of me { }
10. To explore unique places { }
11. Go camping { }
12. Have a crazy night with friends { }
13. Have a bonfire { }
14. Stay up ALL night { }
15. Get a full night of sleep { }
16. Dance in the moonlight just for fun { }
17. Go on a no limit shopping spree { }
18. Sleep outside in my backyard (like camping but in the backyard) { }
19. Watch all of Boy Meets World (don’t judge) { }
20. Not to fall at promotion….that would be awkward { }
21. To read a classic { }
22. To make a blanket fort { }
23. To take up painting { }
24. To be more active { }
25. To be more open minded { }
26. Explore L.A. and San Francisco { }
27. Learn how to cook { }
28. Take a road trip to somewhere beautiful { }
29. To camp at Yosemite National Park { }
30. Adopt a puppy { }
31. Re-decorate my room { }
32. Go to Disneyland for a full day { }
33. Volunteer at a pet shelter { }
34. Read to old people { }
35. To go to concerts { }
36. Hang out with friends { }
37. Be more social { }
38. To be more outgoing { }
39. Buy dresses { }
40. Be more productive { }
41. To STOP procrastinating { }
42. To plant a tree { }
43. Feed the homeless { }
44. To get over my fear of rejection { }
45. To live in the moment and not in the future { }
46. To hold up a ‘Free Hugs’ sign { }
47. To try ALL the Arizona flavors { }
48. To be the best me and always give my 100% { }
49. To take a train ride { }
50. Learn how to play the guitar { }
51. To fly on a plane alone { }
52. Complete a coloring book { }
53. Take amazing photos and make an album with them { }
54. Document at least 1 month of my life with video and pictures { }
55. Watch the sun raise and the sunset { }
56. Learn the Napoleon Dynamite dance { }
57. Learn a lot of card games { }
58. Go on a picnic { }
59. Learn how to say ‘hello’ in 50 languages { }
60. Sing somewhere in public { }
61. Go to a library and leave friendly anonymous notes in the books { }
62. Get a watch I like, and wear it { }
63. Watch the Rocky Horror Show { }
64. Go paintballing {✔}
65. Go lazer tagging { }
66. Build a ginger bread house with someone at Christmas { }
67. Take a picture of everything I do on this list { }
68. Get a Nerf gun { }
69. Have Nerf gun showdown { }
70. Go to a drive-in movie { }
71. Learn how to tie a tie { }
72. Send a letter to my future self { }
73. Audition for a play { }
74. Make a fun bet with someone and actually see it through { }
75. Pretend its someone’s birthday at a restaurant just to get the cake { }
76. Watch movies I’ve never seen starting with each letter of the alphabet { }
77. Commit a random act of kindness { }
78. Make 3 new friends { }
79. Learn a new language (sign language) { }
80. Do more DIY projects { }
81. Wear a life shirt and give out lemons { }
82. Make an awesome playlist { }
83. Play soda pong { }
84. Write random things on sidewalks with chalk { }
85. Watch a movie muted and improvise lines { }
86. Spend a day just watching old Disney movies { }
87. Have a silly string war { }
88. Hug a tree { }
89. Draw a map of an imaginary place { }
90. Put kind messages into 10 helium balloons and let them go { }
91. Host a game night (detective based) { }
92. Buy a dictionary and highlight all the cool words { }
93. Let someone change my name for the day and everyone call me by that name { }
94. Make a quote wall { }
95. Film a short film { }
96. Play the ‘Puff’ game with Mikala in L.A. { }
97. PLAN THE ULITMATE PRANK { }
98. Do finger painting { }
99. Send a message in a bottle { }
100. Complete all the tasks (wear a sign saying you completed all your tasks) { }
 
I will check them off as I go :)
If you guys do decide to make a '100 things' list please tag me I would love to see what you guys are going to do!
 
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
 
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HELLLLLLO!!!
So like I promised I will be doing a review of The Walking Dead from season 1!
 
Let’s get started!
 
Show: The Walking Dead
What channel: AMC
Genres: TV action, adventure, and drama
Rating: TV-14
 
I give this show 5 stars because it kept me on the edge of my seat! Seriously I was screaming at my computer (I have Netflix on my computer) !
 
I was first introduced to the show when I was in L.A., My brother and his roommate where watching it in the living so I watched it. The episode we were watching was in the middle of season 3 and I was really confused.
 
So, during spring break I was really bored because my dad had work and I was all alone in the house. I was browsing the channels to find anything good to watch when I saw The Walking Dead and I was like ‘Hey my brother watches this’. They were starting there ‘Zombie Apocalypse Marathon’. I got really hooked so I started watching it on Netflix. I haven’t yet seen all of season 3 yet but I will watch it soon. Also, The Walking Dead has a graphic novel out! I just ordered it online.
 
I must warn you if you do not like anything gory this is not the show for you. Well not all of it is but just be cautious when you watch it.
 
So here is just a preview of what it is about:
 
This season is about a man named Rick Grimes. Rick wakes up from a coma in a new dangerous world. The first couple of episodes are about Rick understanding what has happened to the world he once knew. He meets a man and the man’s son who teach the new rules for survival. Rick must go into the unknown to find his family who supposedly went to Atlanta to take refuge from the walking dead. Once Rick arrives at Atlanta new dangers pop up.
 
There you go and one thing to know is in this show they don’t call the zombies ‘zombies’ they call them walkers.
 
The first season is 6 episodes long but each episode is about 45 minutes long.
 
I really like this show and I hope you guys will check it out! Please remember this is rated TV-14 and is gory so ask your parents before watching it.
 
Well enjoy your day! And I will be doing a review on season 2 soon! So keep an eye out for that!
 
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
 
Other accounts:
@outofthisworld-tips
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Sorry i have been on hiatus. I was inspired by Fall Out Boy.
So yep....omg.....chapter 9!!!
You can read it on my tumblr!!
mysteriousseal.tumblr.com